Eleanor Put Those Boots Back On

and Lipstick and callace and fishnets and mallace

Tue, 02 May 2006 02:23:59 GMT

Enough. Enough with all the pretty fonts and *return-returns*- trying to find a way to make my prose unique and different from every other sixteen year old girls make up the majority of 'blogs' in the united state (i just recently came to accept) has absolutely no idea of how to separate state from oil from gas from church from sexism from cultural genocide were the first words i heard this morning when i turned on my televisions are the first weapons created by the government to keep us from realizing how truly beautiful miss america was when she snorted two lines of 'special k' just before making her grand entrance as the superhero she really isnt it funny how life changes and how we are forced into the same mold as the kids new kids on the block talk a lot of shit, new boy bands make me remember how truly fabulous it is to walk into my bathroom, open the toilet seat, throw up and then thank god that im a mother fucking americans wave the confederate flag and then complain about terrorism, how ironic yah, i really do think how this fucking pathetic this attempt of 'correspondence' is making me want to vomit because it is the epitome of everything i hate want think live breath lust fuck kill observe admire love-

it is you.

~ll~

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 03:19:35 GMT

Mmmkay, so I've been thinking to myself that I DESERVE to give a rant blog; Here it goes.

To person V:

I've been thinking a lot about you lately, and it makes me sick to my stomach. You do things for him that I you wouldn't do for your best friend. I hate the fact that because he doesn't particularly care for me you've dropped me like . I want to scream at you 'I WOULD GIVE EVERYTHING FOR YOU AND HE WON'T GIVE YOU THE TIME OF DAY.' But I know that won't help. You, Person 'V', claim that he is special to you... HE IS GOD TO YOU! Its seems like you would give your world so he could be half as attracted to you as you are to him. Why? What makes him so special? Why is it that you push all of us away but you try to pull him closer and closer with each breath you have. You claim to be in a 'relationship' with him; yet he says he would drop you for his next crush.
To be frank with you, I want you to get hurt. I want you to feel hurt and pissed and angry like I'm feeling. I want you to finally see the infuriation and frustration I feel every time I see you hold him, spend... no not spend, WASTE, every time you waste your time, life, money, resources, EVERYTHING on him.
Person 'V', I want you to know this indefinitely: I LOVED you. I still do, in my own way, obviously not as much, but the spark of care is still lingering somewhere in me. When I look into your eyes, I can see this barrier that blocks you from all else. All persons who care for you, how beautiful you are, your potential, your spirit, your grace, my eyes, me, us, my desire to save you from yourself, my hand reaching out, my hurt, my spirit wanting to rekindle the open relationship we once had... With your covered eyes, everything is lost. Why?
You know what I see in his eyes, Person 'V'? I see apathy; Apathy towards you and all others that try and get close to him. I've tried to like him. Hell, I tried to love him; I tried to embrace him the way I did with you, but its nearly impossible, so I gave up.
My advise to you, do the same.
Before I end this however, I want to pose you this question: Do you think anything you give will ever be paid back?
Think about it.

Okay, my rant blog is over for today. Good job for all who read it through.

Dang, so super sorry guys

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 03:58:43 GMT

THIS IS STARLA

SHE LIKES BIG THINGS

THE IRONY?

SHES A MIDGET...

i <3 YA MISS STARLA BIRD!!!

Miss ELEANOR says: I HAVE A NEW HAIR CUT

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 01:40:47 GMT

like?

dislike?

wanna cut me bia?

comment annonomously

comment with a screen name

dont matter...

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 04:16:41 GMT

ack.

i hate to say it, but i kinda miss shelley...

weird huh?

i think it is, i mean i havent talked to her since like eighth grade... unless u count the funky bitch-fit thing we threw on our ljs.

whatever...

sad though,

i was lookin through some pictures of eighth grade and theres like one of me bein stoopid in home ec. with ms nance and shes next to me with demi and someone else whos name i forget.

but i mean things were kinda fun... for me anyway... she didnt seem to 'content' when she reminesed on eighth grade year but w/e...

boo...

i dont like this feeling. its ugly...

kinda like this:

BOO

ok, nvm, thats funny...

but no really, it saddened me... boo

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 00:03:20 GMT

sometimes i wish a falling piano would kill me

no...

i'm not having suicidal thoughts its just sometimes i feel like:

A.) i'm having suck a good life i think, shit, i don't want to ever feel *blah* again and if i died, i would die happy...

B.) the world is collapsing in on me and i;m like what the fuck! where do i go!?!

C.) i'm stressed out of my mind

D.) i start loosing hope... hope in what, i don't know...

i don't know

what i do know is that

right now though, i wish a fucking baby grand would shoot out of the sky and shatter my skull on the tile...

ITS DIFFERENT!!!

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 03:13:21 GMT

MISS ELEANOR WRITES:

hey yall!

im in a great mood... i just got a nice little reality with the "Im so cool" virus... hah

it was kinda fun

HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY
GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO
CHECK CHECK CHECK CHECK
MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MY MY
NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW
BACKROUND BACKROUND
AND AND AND AND AND AND AND
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM PROUD COS I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF!

GOOD JOB MISS ELEANOR!
thats my new name for myself, by the way
lisa still lives, just i got inspired to change it
so i did
just so u know

anyway,
much love to you all
MISS ELEANOR

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 00:06:22 GMT

i am THOROUGHLY DISQUESTED!!!!!!

the new HIM cd was generic trash.

it sounds the same. nearly every damn song starts with a guitar solo and then the pick up thing with the drums...

they rushed it too much...

gawd, im sad

but the franz ferdinand CD was good,

or i liked it anyway, especially do you want to. its the best song since a british nanny!!!

hah, stoopid.

anyway, thats about it for now.

tata dearys

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 04:34:11 GMT

Fuck you

All of you with

your

anorexic dreams of being model will never come

true

pure and simple are virtues any human will never know, not even

mother teresa

fucked the pope over with her

words

are the rope that bind us all to eternal

insanity

is beautiful and hidious like the elephant

man

verses woman will forever be the lament of a drag

queen

elizabeth was a virgin till the day she had a good

fuck
fuck
fuck

you

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 00:55:43 GMT

You Are Likely The Family Retard

At your darkest moments, you hit your head against the wall.
At work and school, you wear protective helmets and are likely chained to a chair.
When you love someone, you tend to be very stupid.

In friendship... shit you don't have friends, your too mentally ill to keep an active friendship alive.
Your ideal jobs are: something that is monotoneous and where they hire retards... maybe wal*mart or something...
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal poopie and urine... i doubt you'll have kids though... unless your Sam from I Am Sam. Other than that your not getting any so... SCREW YOU BITCH!

The Family Image Predictor... This was altered by lisa levins by the way... just in case you thought it was real... its not, i did it...

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 18:08:12 GMT

take the "what's your dark secret?" quiz
| courtesy of mewing.net. where darkness and secrecy abound.

IVE BEEN THINKIN ABOUT MY DOORBELL, WHEN YA GONNA RING IT, WHEN YA GONNA RING IT...

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 17:18:12 GMT

Yes, i know
its been like forever and an eon since i last updated... sorry...
anyway,

first topic at hand
LISA AND DANIELLE RE-U-NITE this weekend!!!!
*puts on super secret club ring thats acctually a donut*
*bites ring* MMMMMMMMM!
delicious...

second
AFTER THE TOURNY IM GOING TO SEE THE EXOCISM OF EMILY ROSE
accompanied by sam sarah brian and of coarse, bob, my imaginary bf... gawd hes good! mmm

third
i have a crap load of stuff to do to get ready for this week.
like my beloved mr chemistry's hmwk
and stoopid torguson's crap as well as
mcgarrity
mena
manning
russell (how i got hmwk in his class, dont ask me i just do)

thats it i think

ive consumed several books including, but not limited to:
A.) Food and Loathing
B.) Of Mice and Men
C.) The Skin Game
D.) To Reach the Clouds
E.) , said he Shot Gun to the Head

man those books were good! i recommmend them to all of you. especially To Reach the Clouds by Phillipe Petit... it was about his tight rope walk across the top of the twin towers... i thought it was awesome!

lastly,
jennifer, if u read this im sorry ive been a bitch to you... i didnt mean to and yes... i am sorry...

that is all
lisa levins signing off

o yea, to end on a light note
i thought this was uber funny:

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 06:19:40 GMT

well im spent!

i mean on him. im done and im through playing around and i wish i didnt feel like this weird, but i do. its like i really, god honest, wish i could go back to the way things were, but i cant. something left and it wont come back and for that,

i feel like an utter bitch

bastard! damn you man! its like when i look in his eyes... i feel, something, everything and nothing at the same time... really weird to explain i know...

I KNOW! its like water,
if you leave it there, it will get moldy, thats how i feel... moldy, and like no good.

and he used to mean the world to me and now i feel 'guilty' crushing on someone else.

STOOPID PETTY THOUGHTS!!!!

im sorry...

BTW, WHOS GOING TO THE VANISHED SHOW TOMORROW AT LUCKY DEVILS?!?!?!?!?!

I WANNA GO SOOOO BAD!

Yuck, i feel ugly... like i dont know. someone i hate.

do i tell him or like just let it go...

i think apathy is the bast solution.

thanq much if u read it. if u know what to do comment, if u dont, im sorry i wasted ur time...

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:29:42 GMT

HEY YOU WANNA SEE SOMETHING FUNNY?

HECK YES!

and the crazy fun kid who gave it to me...

BRIAN BALL LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!

ITS A CAR WASH LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!
HAH!
i <3 that quote...

PURPLE ELEPHANT!

PURPLE ELEPHANT!

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 17:27:58 GMT

so you know how ending comments is always a bit ackward...*silence* bitches, you know it is!
ive found something to fill the void...

PURPLE ELEPHANT!

its makes you and the other person smile/laugh... and if u laugh... thank me for extending ur miserable life 10 seconds... supposedly neway...

i was listening to the stoopidest song the other day...
LUDACRIS- ROLL OUT
and i know what ur thinking... WTF? right? i know... im that good... HAH neway, yea, it was addicting...*sings* roll out... WHAT!? DONT JUDGE ME WHAT? WHAT!?! WHAT!
yea... it went to my head and i think its funny...

neway, heres a random picture i shall bless u with...

here... go on... ta-a-a-a-a-ake it... you know you want it *sooooo bad!
Dont you wish your president was HAWT like me...
mmm... katharine hepburn... IN COLOR!

mmm... me loves me some eddie...
YAYA! JASMIN!
YEY... adam's sexy white jelly legs

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 19:46:03 GMT

ok, so i was like inspired(?) to like make a journal for cunt muffin... yes...

i know its parapuligic... no no, not even, its QUADROPULIGIC! hah, i learned that recently... (thanq much ms gonzales!)

neway, yes so this is the journal:

cunt_muffin

yea, and so add cunt muffin or it will add u... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA *GASP* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
meh o well, o and dont worry about cunt muffin posting *stoopid* things cos ill probably write in it even less than i write in this one... o well...

i need to go finish filling out 411 for cunt muffin so ill c yall later, o, btw, heres some fun stuff ive been meaning to post, so yes, bye now...

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 23:14:14 GMT

goodness,
its raining today.
thank god! lately its been day upon day of hell... meh, but im over it.
I WANT TO MEET TONY LITTLE! that krazy guy always makes me want to buy his 'gazzell'. DAMN U TONY LITTLE! hah
o umm, i have a band... yea, thats right! its called CUNT MUFFIN if u want tickets to all our pimp shows, comment or email or w/e
hah... pimp... hehe
neway, yes, CUNT MUFFIN WILL RULE YOU!

just thought u should know...

RANDOM THOUGHT:
jello wiggles... frog guts wiggle... coincidence?
I
THINK
NOT!

JUST PUT 'EM IN YOU MOUTH AND SUCK 'EM!

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:23:34 GMT

ok,
so the past few days have sucked... CHOCOLATE SALTY BALLS!!! hah... *sings* ...suck on my chocolate salty balls...
now that ive finished that fiasco, on to the next...
what was it again... damn it... o yea, i cant figure out how to make a music video play on this *stoopid* thing so yes, if neone knows, please assist
hmm...
well in other news ive finished that *stoopid* drivers ed book dealio... and i wrote notes in it... and i highlighted. and i summarized some of it and for god's sake i pracitacally can recite it to you.
I SAID GODDAMN!
but yea, permit=car and i am DYING to get a car.

RANDOM THOUGHT:
I want a naked cat... like the one dr. evil has...
well im alergic to cats hairs so if i have a naked cat i can put him if sweaters and bows and make him all frilly and hell love me and ill love him... hah!
but i want a boy cat, not a girl. girl cats are bitchier...
o well,
*GOODNESS!* im tired, gonna go nap...
~lisa
heehee... Giney... heehee

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 00:50:14 GMT

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Music Video Codes by FVC

I <# YOU MADONNA!!!

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 00:25:08 GMT

YAYA!
Much paise goes to _________ (Annonomus guys who commented).
thanq and my apolotgies for being stoopid with computers...

btw, my parents are being all parapuligic and took away my computer.
so this isnt lisa typing... its lisa taking on the phone to nathan and he is doing it for her... because he has no life *stoopid*
hehe, he knows i love him much...
here are more pictures for ur viewing pleasure...
including, but not limited to:
josh r
sam g
octavius c
carl g

YAYA!

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 05:36:48 GMT

I loved it too much:

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

funny right!... i know!

FUCKK as and ad-verb. the rabbit runs fuckking fast.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 15:42:03 GMT

hey bitches,
FUCKK WARPED TOUR!!! ok, dont. i just said it to catch ur attention... i honestly wanted to go to but o well... fuckk it man. it will come next year. besides, gerard looks like fuckking jacko and it kreeps me out.
well. i went to the american head charge, static x, & bloodsimple show. it was fun shit. kinda sucked that my fukking arm is still croken... DAMN YOU!!!
i had to stay on the bitch the entire time. that sucked. *note to self: DONT FUCKKING CRASH!!!*
Ya, thats about it.
o, travis barker was in my friend's dads store. i thought that was kick ass.l

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 19:56:39 GMT

i only put this here cos i liked my answers and thought they were really true to how i felt and ya... i like it. it seemed interesting. u guys can use it and fill it out as well, but do it on ur own free will... yes, and please dont be asses and steal my freakin answers. it took me like a half a day to fill this out and so ya.

1. what is your main goal in life?
To prove to myself that i am not just a walking piece of meat like the majority of our society

2. where do you find inspiration?
I find inspiration from beauty... i find beauty in anything...

3. what's your motivation?
myself

4. what traits do you admire?
loyalty, but above all compassion

5. who do you admire and why?
jesus, he is one of the most beautiful people ive ever met.

6. what traits do you possess?
laziness...

7. what traits do you not possess?
compassion, trust, integrity...

8. what traits do you lack?
just a countinuation of what i wrote above... use ur imagination

What is your opinion on:

love:
doesnt exist

Hate:
true hate is the most disquesting thing of the face of the planet

War:
ironic

Hypocrites:
make up the majority of every country whos passed through the industrial and technologiacal revolutions

racism:
is inevitable. not good, just inevitable

homosexuality:
is no different than heterosexuality to me...

the purpose if/of life:
i dont know... when i find out, i shall tell u though.

American society:
is foul and vile! MUAHAHAHA! just kidding, but we, just like every other society, have our flaws and quirks

critisism:
is consturctive and nessesary

individuality:
is dissappearing from our brainwashed youth like sands of grain through ones hands

power:
over what?

authority:
nessesary for a constructive society however is now implemented much to heavily

corruption:
is also inevitable

greed:
is human nature

Death:
is a part of life.

lust:
is what most call love...

insults:
are a nessesary part in everyones life... cruelty is NOT an insult. and insult is 'this is a stupid quiz'

labels:
are for fileing things?

the "American Dream":
i dont really know what that is exacally. ur welcome to explain it to me though...

money:
is the only way of moving away from the barter system which reduces us to barbarians

Are humans inherently good or bad, and why?
humans are inherently stupid and gullible. we dont know whats to come. its like the blind leading the blind. so were very gullible. and the stupid part comes from the fact that instead of all pulling together, we divid ourselves thus causing us to have a greater chance of failing at surviving. we let our brothers die so we can benefit. its sick, but its the status quo

Why do we sit idly by and watch the world kill itself?
not really. without humans, the world would be functioning properly. however, in my mind we are the true murderers of the earth. WE are the ones contaminating rivers and lakes with toxic sludge... not the earth

How can we benefit our world/society?
by putting away our egotistical belifes of superiority spoon fed to us by our elders, and acctually going out and helping others live and

Have you given up hope?
on what? humanity? not really, there's always hope.

How have Faiths shaped our lives?
Religion is a form of brain wash. wheater thats good or

why do we take things for granted?
I honestly dont know. if i did, i would make sure not to do

What "separates us from the animals"?
we're unnaturally destructive and they aren't

What do you truly need most to survive?
air i guess...

what values do you follow, if any?
i try not to get arrested and umm... thats about it.

how to make the world a better place:
didnt i already kinda cover that earlier?

why are we disappointing?
because we are violent self-centered screwups

what hurts most?
i dont know. i have a problem with apathy according to my psyciatrist... and besides, different things hurt to different people, right?

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 18:18:36 GMT

Live Journal Insane Asylum by bananamonkey007
username
have you ever been to an insane asylum?
The one who runs the joint.	lost_in_hiding
The evil doctor who gets to torture people!	sax88
Has an imaginary friend named Bob	buffaloboy
Enjoys the shock treatments.	babydoll9389
Thinks they have x-ray vision and can see people!	ch3mical
Has multiple personalities.	ursa_minor5
Strokes random people .	pelirojaloca
The normal one who was abducted	lynch341
How many times you have tried to excape.	5

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If LiveJournal Were An Insane Asylum by Duvessa
Username
Afraid of Water	rainbowdonut7
Talks to Invisible People	lynch341
Plays With Raisins	treesrock101
Shouts at the Walls	upsidedownstar3
Attempted to Escape	beheaded666
Escaped--and Killed Everyone	cheeremolover
The Security Guard	brownsuga_babe

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 17:24:16 GMT

LJ Funeral by theepiratewench
Username
Drives the hearse	ih8urkiss
Knocks over the coffin	bunnybabe22
Tries to steal your body	rainbowdonut7
Wants to hump you	pelirojaloca
Doesn't wear black	poetryslam
Is clearly drunk	lost_in_hiding
Uninvited but shows up anyway	beheaded666
Thinks you look hotter dead	brownsuga_babe
You scare everyone by	Escaping from your coffin and trying to devour everyone's brains

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